Eira stood outside the dojo, her heart pounding in her chest. The familiar scent of sweat and determination wafted through the air, but today, it did little to calm her nerves. She had spent weeks training with Gladys, pushing herself to her limits, and now it was time to face her instructor.
Taking a deep breath, Eira straightened her dobok and adjusted her belt. “I’ll show them,” she whispered to herself, her voice barely audible. With one last moment of hesitation, she pushed open the door and stepped inside.
The dojo was quiet, with only a few students milling about before the next class. Master Kim stood at the far end, his back to her as he arranged some equipment. Eira’s palms began to sweat as she approached him, her footsteps echoing in the near-empty room.
“Master Kim?” she called out, her voice wavering slightly.
The instructor turned, his eyebrows raising in surprise. “Eira? You’re early for class.”
Eira swallowed hard, willing her voice to remain steady. “I… I wanted to talk to you about something important.”
Master Kim’s expression softened, and he gestured to a nearby bench. “Of course. Let’s sit down.”
As they settled onto the bench, Eira’s mind raced. She had rehearsed this conversation countless times with Gladys, but now that the moment had arrived, all her carefully prepared words seemed to evaporate.
“What’s on your mind, Eira?” Master Kim prompted gently.
Taking a deep breath, Eira met her instructor’s gaze. “I wanted to talk about the Red-Black Grading Test,” she began, her voice gaining strength with each word. “I’ve been training really hard, and I don’t understand why I wasn’t chosen for the test. I feel like… like I’ve been misjudged.”
Master Kim’s expression remained neutral, but Eira could see a flicker of surprise in his eyes. “I see,” he said slowly. “Can you tell me more about why you feel this way?”
Eira’s words tumbled out, fueled by weeks of pent-up frustration and determination. “I’ve been practicing every day, even outside of class. I’ve improved my techniques, and I’ve been working on my mental discipline too. I know I can do this, Master Kim. I just need a chance to prove it.”
As she spoke, Eira could feel her confidence growing. She remembered all the hours she had spent training with Gladys, the bruises and the sweat, the laughter and the tears. She thought of how far she had come, not just in her physical skills, but in her mental strength as well.
Master Kim listened intently, his brow furrowed in concentration. When Eira finished, he was silent for a moment, considering her words.
“Eira,” he began, his voice gentle but firm, “I appreciate your honesty and your passion. It takes courage to speak up like this, and that alone shows growth in your character.”
Eira felt a glimmer of hope at his words, but she remained cautious, waiting for him to continue.
“When I made the decision about the grading test, I was looking at more than just physical skills,” Master Kim explained. “Taekwondo is as much about mental discipline as it is about physical prowess. At the time, I felt you needed more time to develop that aspect of your training.”
Eira’s heart sank, but she refused to let her disappointment show. “But Master Kim, I’ve been working on that too. I’ve learned to focus better, to push through when things get tough. I know I’m ready now.”
Master Kim nodded slowly. “I can see that, Eira. Your determination to improve and your willingness to confront this issue directly demonstrate significant growth. Perhaps… perhaps I did misjudge your readiness.”
Eira’s eyes widened in surprise. She hadn’t expected her instructor to admit to any mistake.
“You know,” Master Kim continued, a hint of a smile playing at the corners of his mouth, “one of the most important qualities in a martial artist is the ability to recognize and learn from our mistakes. That applies to instructors as well as students.”
Eira felt a surge of respect for her teacher. It couldn’t have been easy for him to acknowledge his oversight, but he had done so with grace and humility.
“So, what happens now?” Eira asked, hardly daring to hope.
Master Kim’s smile widened. “Now, we reassess. I’d like to see how you’ve progressed over these past weeks. Show me what you’ve been working on, Eira.”
With a nod of excitement, Eira jumped to her feet. She moved to the center of the dojo, took a deep breath, and began to demonstrate her forms. As she flowed through the movements, she felt a sense of calm wash over her. This was what she had been training for, what she had been dreaming of.
Her kicks were higher and more precise than ever before. Her punches carried power and control. As she moved through the more complex sequences, she could feel Master Kim’s eyes on her, watching every detail.
When she finished, she stood at attention, breathing heavily but feeling a sense of pride in her performance.
Master Kim approached her, his expression thoughtful. “Very impressive, Eira. Your physical skills have indeed improved significantly. But more than that, I can see a change in your focus and determination. You’ve grown not just as a martial artist, but as a person.”
Eira’s heart soared at his words. “Thank you, Master Kim,” she said, bowing respectfully.
“I believe I owe you an apology, Eira,” Master Kim said, his voice sincere. “I should have communicated my concerns to you more clearly and given you the opportunity to address them. Your hard work and dedication deserve recognition.”
Eira felt a lump form in her throat. She had come here hoping for a chance to prove herself, but this acknowledgment meant more than she had anticipated.
“What do you say we schedule that Red-Black Grading Test for you?” Master Kim asked, a twinkle in his eye.
Eira’s face broke into a wide grin. “Really? You mean it?”
Master Kim nodded. “You’ve earned it, Eira. The test will be in two weeks. I know you’ll continue to train hard until then.”
“I will, Master Kim. I promise I won’t let you down,” Eira said, bowing deeply.
As she left the dojo, Eira felt as if she were walking on air. The weight of doubt and frustration that had been pressing down on her for weeks had lifted, replaced by a renewed sense of purpose and excitement.
She couldn’t wait to tell Gladys the good news. As she walked home, she imagined her friend’s reaction – the squeal of excitement, the bone-crushing hug that was sure to follow. Gladys had been her rock through all of this, and Eira knew she couldn’t have made it this far without her support.
The sun was setting as Eira reached her house, painting the sky in brilliant shades of orange and pink. She paused for a moment, taking in the beauty of the moment. For the first time in weeks, she felt truly at peace.
As she stepped inside, Eira caught sight of her reflection in the hallway mirror. She saw a girl who was stronger, more confident, and more determined than ever before. She saw a girl who had faced her fears, confronted her doubts, and come out stronger on the other side.
With a smile, Eira touched the belt around her waist. In two weeks, she would have the chance to prove herself and earn her red-black belt. But in many ways, she realized, she had already won. She had found her inner strength, stood up for herself, and gained a deeper understanding of what it truly meant to be a martial artist.
As she headed to her room to call Gladys, Eira felt a surge of excitement for the challenge that lay ahead. She knew the next two weeks would be filled with intense training and preparation, but she was ready. More than ready – she was eager to show everyone, including herself, just how far she had come.
“I’ll show them,” she whispered to herself once more, but this time, her voice was filled with confidence and determination. Eira knew that whatever the outcome of the test, she had already proven something invaluable to herself. She was stronger than she had ever imagined, and nothing could hold her back now.
